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October 8, 2008

It is a cold rainy wednesday night. I am not expecting that this unwelcome attention will hunt me deep into my existence. This is not the usual scenario of my life. Every minutes counts. Keeping myself busy will helped me to retain my activities on the go. I’m wondering why at this very hour I cannot figure out what the hell is happening to myself. I feel so dumb. This is not me!

I hope I can do something to ease my discomfort. I’m in cold and there’s no one to give me warmth. In my heart, I am hopelessly hoping for that someone to arrive. To embrace me..and to love me.

I need to be okay. I must do something to fight this silent commotion within me.

I’m so disturbed.

I’m soon to break down.

I’m weak.

I AM….

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RAJ, 19, was born on 10th of June from CDO, gemini. PINK ADDICT, cheerful, dancer, singer, performer, cellphones, lip gloss is a MUST, make-ups, MUSIC, foods, songs, salty foods, sweet foods, cleanliness conscious, SWEET LOVER, sensitive, emo, miss SMILE, full of FEARS..stage frights, super bubbly, silent and observant, solemn, FRIES ADDICT, hard boiled eggs-yumm! loves purple also, God-fearing, loves color green, my FRIENDS are my TREASURES, live, hardships are common, failure hunts, both good and bad lucks, Hopelessly Hopeful, jealous, paranoid, moody at times, burger addict, JEWELRIES are my FRIENDS, loves travelling, missing my mom and lil bro very much, likes photography, frustrated engineer, wants to be an artist, a challenger, trustworthy, huggable, strong APPEAL, shy type 'kuno', sometimes sarcastic, tactless, rude, bully, business minded, strong, loves Double Dutch so much! craving for ice creams, McDonalds, Shanghai Rolls, babui! Siomai, Siopao, Sundae, Spaghetti, Perfumes, fabulous gal, incredibly AWESOME, supah papa GREAT, has a deep personality, positive thinker, a loyal lover, faithful, my life..my GLENTOT :D