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October 13, 2008

I can’t exactly remember since when I got single. I can recollect, but can’t find a time. Now, every single day I am constantly hoping to find a partner. It sounds so desperate of me, but all I know this time around is that, I want a stable and serious relationship, with someone I truly like and who’ll give me the joy and the attention I am always looking for.

I miss the smell of a boyfriend’s chest. When I badly need a hug, sinking my face towards his chest, sniffing the smell of his shirt and feeling lump of his body.

I miss the warm breath in my neck. When you are embraced from behind and holding his hand that seems to say, don’t let go yet and embrace me some more.

I miss the intimate conversations.. Where you can frown and smile together; steal some stare and laugh it out.

I miss his tight embrace until you get home together.

I miss the long torrid kisses. The kiss that keeps no inhibitions. The kiss that is full of passion, that without saying a word you exchanged I Love You’s.

I miss the mushy text messages. The lingering I Love You’s in your inbox, the morning greeting and the late good nights.

I miss a little of the arguments. When you both try to untangle some differences, ends with a compromise and getting used to new ways that works for the both of you. Make a little sacrifice and be happy with it.

I miss the cute planning together. Imagining big dreams in the early stage of your relationship and the drive it gives you as you make them come true together.

I miss being envied. Because your friends know you are happy.

I miss the intimate dates. The us, the ours, the you and me and the contentment it brings to me.

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MISERY

October 8, 2008

It is a cold rainy wednesday night. I am not expecting that this unwelcome attention will hunt me deep into my existence. This is not the usual scenario of my life. Every minutes counts. Keeping myself busy will helped me to retain my activities on the go. I’m wondering why at this very hour I cannot figure out what the hell is happening to myself. I feel so dumb. This is not me!

I hope I can do something to ease my discomfort. I’m in cold and there’s no one to give me warmth. In my heart, I am hopelessly hoping for that someone to arrive. To embrace me..and to love me.

I need to be okay. I must do something to fight this silent commotion within me.

I’m so disturbed.

I’m soon to break down.

I’m weak.

I AM….

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JARY, formerly RAJ, 17, was born on 10th of June from CDO, gemini. PINK ADDICT, loves STARS, cheerful, dancer, singer, performer, cellphones, lip gloss is a MUST, make-ups, MUSIC, foods, songs, salty foods, sweet foods, cleanliness conscious, SWEET LOVER, sensitive, emo, miss SMILE, full of FEARS..stage frights, super bubbly, silent and observant, solemn, FRIES ADDICT, hard boiled eggs-yumm! loves purple also, God-fearing, loves color green, my FRIENDS are my TREASURES, live, hardships are common, failure hunts, both good and bad lucks, Hopelessly Hopeful, jealous, paranoid, moody at times, burger addict, JEWELRIES are my FRIENDS, loves travelling, missing my mom and lil bro very much, likes photography, frustrated engineer, wants to be an artist, a challenger, trustworthy, huggable, strong APPEAL, shy type 'kuno', sometimes sarcastic, tactless, rude, bully, business minded, strong, loves Double Dutch so much! craving for ice creams, McDonalds, Shanghai Rolls, babui! Siomai, Siopao, Sundae, Spaghetti, Perfumes, fabulous gal, incredibly AWESOME, supah papa GREAT, has a deep personality, positive thinker, a loyal lover, faithful, my life..my GLENTOT :D